Bad Apple (English Lyrics) | Touhou | Celestara Creative Lyrics

Bad Apple (From “Touhou”)
English Lyrics by Tara St. Michel

Even as the time now continues flowing on
I cannot feel a thing as my body keeps on circling
I cannot even see that my heart’s no longer part of me
I’ve become numb, is this really me?

I cannot even move for I’m frozen still
As I keep slipping through the cracks in the depths of all eternity
I cannot comprehend all that’s happening around me
Trapped inside my thoughts and I can’t break free but

Maybe it’s a dream? Maybe nothing’s really there?
But as I keep trying to scream, all I hear is silent air
I’m so sick of all the pain as it’s tearing me apart
And I wish I could move on, free these feelings from my heart

Even if I had the words that I cannot seem to find
I don’t think my heart would care, no matter how hard I try
Though I want to run away, leaving everything behind
If I try to change a thing, then the darkness creeps inside

Is there anything for me, is there somewhere I can go?
Can my broken soul exist in this world of shining hope?
Does it hurt or is it sad? Is there anything for me?
When the truth of who I am, is still something I can’t see.

I’m just tired of every step, when there’s nowhere left to go
All the people that I meet, I will never truly know
If I found a way to change even though I’m not the type
If it’s not impossible, I could welcome in the light

Even as the time now continues flowing on
I cannot feel a thing as my body keeps on circling
I cannot even see that my heart’s no longer part of me
I’ve become numb, is this really me?

I cannot even move for I’m frozen still
As I keep slipping through the cracks in the depths of all eternity
I cannot comprehend all that’s happening around me
Trapped inside my thoughts and I can’t break free but

Maybe it’s a dream? Maybe nothing’s really there?
But as I keep trying to scream, all I hear is silent air
I’m so sick of all the pain as it’s tearing me apart
And I wish I could move on, free these feelings from my heart

Even if I had the words that I cannot seem to find
I don’t think my heart would care, no matter how hard I try
Though I want to run away, leaving everything behind
If I try to change a thing, then the darkness creeps inside

If I try to make a move, if I try to make a move
I’ll destroy most everything leaving nothing left to lose
If I’m grieving in the night, if I’m grieving in the night
Will there ever be a chance for my heart to see the light

No I don’t know who you are and I don’t know who I am
I’ve forgotten everything and I still don’t understand
Is there really still a chance if I open up my eyes?
Once I’ve broken everything would the darkness creep inside